The first Saturday session left me feeling exhausted but also upbeat and optimistic.
We started, like Wednesday, with a warm up jog. This time I listened to my body and kept it nice and slow rather than staying with the group. It meant I was feeling much more comfortable when we got to our running drills and agility exercises. In the past I've always done long, slow runs without any kind of warm up - so one minute I'll be doing nothing , heart at resting, and the next I'll be running and not stop for an hour or more - I must say I'm starting to see the point of warming up! It's an introduction to the training session for the mind as much as the body.
We talked about the intention of the training for the session and Coach Brian advised us that we'd always be training with a specific goal in mind - that got my attention straight away! I've really struggled with physical activity in the past and I feel a lot more comfortable with any situation that I can quantify, analyze, measure, hypothesize about - so setting an intention is a great tool for me.
The intention this time was to run for 25 minutes around Albert Park Lake, turnaround, and run back - but to travel a further distance on the way back than we did on the way there. This is called a negative split.
I started the session with a lot on my mind. I'd been listening very closely to my body after Wednesday's session - though I hadn't pulled up with too much muscle soreness, I was feeling brittle in my feet, ankles and calves. Those areas of my body have been problematic in the past but have been handling me increasing my running distance all through 2009 with lower heart rate training, and I was accutely aware that any niggles know would only magnify as the miles built. I was concluding that 'd pushed myself too far on Wednesday and I needed to be more mindful to find the balance between challenging myself to improve, and pushing so hard I'd invite injury.
I thought about Wednesday, and I thought about our goal for the session, and I headed out on my first 25 minutes. I don't want to depend too heavily on my heart rate monitor but I do find it very useful to get the objective feedback on how hard my body was working, and I decided I'd like to try to stay under 170bpm when heading out and under 180bpm on the way back.
I wasn't thrilled about running without my Ipod but I was willing to give it a go. I told myself that if it was terrible I'd make sure I wore my Ipod the following week and to try to get by without it (Can Too prefer for safety reasons that participants don't wear them.. but given on the long runs I'll be running alone I think I can swing it).
Without my Ipod I did a lot more thinking while running than usual! I thought about the rhythm of my breath.I thought about some ideas about how to get my fundraising started, and how I might be able to use this blog to raise awareness of both my journey and the work that CanToo and Cure Cancer Australia are doing. I thought about the big three variables on a run - time, distance, and level of effort - and other factors that affect the oucome like my nutrition, levels of hydration, how much sleep I've had, my attitude & self talk.
I thought about how I can always control the level of effort I put into training - I'll always be trying to control level of effort and distance (with time the variable) or level of effort and time (such as in this case.. with distance being the unknown). And I put these thoughts into practice. I chose a pace heading out that felt like I could sustain it for an hour if I absolutely had to, and picked it up slightly when I turned around at 25 minutes. With 15 minutes left to go I had a bit of an internal discussion on how much of my energy I was willing to give to the rest of the run, and I concluded I wanted to give it as much as I could yet still maintain a constant pace - I didn't want to have to slow down or feel like I was dying at the end. I wanted to feel accomplished and tired, but not shattered.
I was able to negative split on the second 25 mins by about 300m. Heart Rate wise I averaged abotu 170 on the way out and 180 on the way back so that fit in with the upper range of what I was targeting. I felt great in the finish and was emotionally in high spirits. We did some short run throughs as a group and then some stretching, and finished up for the day.
I was able so do some stretching and walking for about half an hour before going to meet a friend for a big, well deserved breakie. After that I felt good, but exhausted! I had more racing around to do including visiting active feet in prahran and investing in two new pairs of running shoes which I'll be able to alternate (so they'll be broken in but still in great condition for marathon day). By the time I got in the shower at about 6pm that night, I realised I should take advantage of not having a partner or kids to worry about Saturday afternoons and REST!
One of the most satisfying feelings during the second 25 minutes was seeing guys and girls from the 10k and half marathon running groups in their Can Too singlets. There session starts at a different time to ours so it was a suprise to run in to them and even though it's all just begun I felt such a sense of community and team spirit and was really buoyed to see them.
All in all, a session I can feel really good about!